J. I
love the story about how a grub becomes
a butterfly. It so much is about
me. All my life I have THOUGHT my way
into everything whilst saying that I was feeling (of course). What you said about our parents influence is
so perfect. That my mother was my
primary influence, followed by my father who checked with my mother before he
spoke to me… I saw that he had no power,
and believed that applied to all men.
I always equated love with abandonment, love with pain, developed huge
fear to avoid feeling either, and have cleverly locked myself away from major
love and major feelings. But, I am
gradually pulling those walls down. It
is not easy, but it probably is the greatest journey of my life. From my head to my heart.
S. We
in the celestial spheres welcome you. It
has been such a long time since we were able to speak to you, and we have
missed your gracious presence. You were
so beautiful when you were here, but had so much you wanted to learn. You could have learned it here, but that was
not difficult enough for you. You are
doing well with the difficulties you have had to face.
Your mother says hello.
She has repented for what she did and was present when you forgave
her. It was an emotional moment which we
will not forget. There were many spirits
around who also were very moved and were able to unlock many of their feelings
too, so we have great thanks to you.
You have made great strides in the last month with
regards to your own spiritual
development, and have quite a way to go.
But know you are on the right path now.
You have felt .
Your brother in the celestial sphere sends you his love
as do your sons who passed over. You
will soon be able to see them. They are
fine boys, sorry men. They would not
like to be called boys.
Please let Damien know that we are working with his
daughter. She is quite an advanced
spirit (on the 6th level), and wants to let him know that all is
well. The more he contacts and works
with “Trevor” the closer he will become to being able to speak directly with
her. He as yet is not advanced to that
point, but it is not long away if he keeps on the path.
Use the time over Christmas well to write up the
restorative booklet and catch up with AJ’s work. You have an invitation to qld, and this would
be a great opportunity to catch up in person.
I know the time will come when you two will meet. I am aware that you always thought that you
were the Jesus. That was not right but
it was not wrong. All will become clear
soon. Faith and trust. You were a great being, however, there is a
lot to repent and much to forgive. You
are in the right place.
Grandma Pearce is here.
She has been here a very long time, but is not yet able to accept the
teachings in their completeness. There
is no hurry. Your father (her son) who
was in great distress for most of his time on earth is coming to terms with
that life and his present life. He could
not accept God on earth, and it will take him a long time here. However, he has found a soul mate, and I
think that he is happy for the first
time. If only he could know the beauty that awaits him when
he advances in love and trust. But he is
happy where he is, and will move when it is time. As we have said many times – there is no
hurry.
We are pleased that you have become such a wonderful
spiritual resource for your students, and those who come to you (even though
they may not know why). The more you
advance the more you can help them. It
is fear that is holding you back. We are
all watching and waiting for the time when you will join us.